promiscuous heart...

so near, yet so far...
she makes me feel like I am at par
with the rest of the world, jus makin me insecure
shez the one who seems so pure...

candid eyes and a sugar candy smile...
she makes me want to go to the last mile
sometimes I wonder if shez made of love
sweet as she is, makes my heart fly like a dove!

fear tears my heart apart...
the feeling that we may part,
it may well be taken for granted
that without her, my world will be tainted!

it may however seem quite conspicuous...
take my word for it, heart is promiscuous
waiting for a lifetime, could be quite difficult,
but the art of love, is some occult!

spineless smiles...

I looked through the window..to the world outside,
it seemed so subtle, peaceful and calm...
so, I open the door... to take a walk of my life,
and I'm lost in the crowd, n not even my shadow by my side!

now I feel so numb.. to all thats happening around
down on my knees and my mind hijacked, I wish to fight back again
don't know how I'd do it, 'cos I feel crippled with the pain...
with the thoughts of my idle mind, I think its time to rebound!

all that my life needs now is a sense of direction
to move ahead and take my dreams forward...
but it all comes back to what my dreams really are
scattered and random as they are, its hard to get that sort of precision!

what I see from where I stand today...
tolerating humor of life and all those spineless smiles,
my life seems recalcitrant, just like me
but I will take over it, come what may!