Friday, April 13, 2007

The Man who sold his love!

Monday, 9th April... Had to bid goodbye to my last love... couldn't even watch her go! He came and he took her... All I could do, was think of her in his arms and wish him for future!!! Its not even a week, and I've already started to feel lonely without her... and I'll specially miss her during the weekend! Her black sexy body, and the steer to drive anyone crazy on a ride... Her music sense... Just about everything that made me go crazy for her... I'll miss it all!
I tried my level best to keep her with me forever! But couldn't... The last time I saw her, I felt as though she was crying out not to let that man take her... She was happy with me too... I believe, even she is missing my warm touch... and may be even the hard, frustrated hits when struck in the traffic!! Everything just seems like yesterday... and still a long time to go!
She was really what her name was... SWIFT! Took care of her as my baby... and couldn't stop the tears dropping, when appa gave the phone to the bastard who bought her and I said with trembling voice... "Hey! Congratulations sir... All the best... nann maguna Chennagi Itkolli" (Congrats, all the best and keep my baby well!). Tears just ran down my cheeks, I was at work... Banged the phone receiver down and ran to the restroom... washed my face... but felt a hurting pinch deep within my heart! My mind unable to shift focus from how much I am gonna be missing her! Well, nothing was in my hands... everything was over... she was SOLD!
I still remember the first day, when I sat on her lap, with my life besides me, trying to steer her safe to my place! My life told me... "Preim, Keep her safe and love her more than me...!!!". I said, "I wil..." and I did... but just like my life, even my black beautiful baby had to leave me alone... and I was left thinking why do I have to give away everything that I love and want to keep with me always... I am just left with the memories to keep with me!

Tomorrow is Saturday... and I am gonna miss her like hell! The full sound-blasting rides in the city, people staring at her with eyes of envy... wishing if she could be theirs! I'll miss it all... I'll miss her.. I'll miss my baby...
And the Mayhem in my mind... Continues...

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